I LOVE...............

MUmmY, dAddY, Adik, AeLfIrA, aIn, AmIrAh, hIdAyah, AnDrE, NoRA, KamIni, FyNA, kAk LiZa, kELvin, Je NiKKa, Philip dy, jErOme, KeVin, JEff bErnat, wARREN, wESLEY, eUNICE(tIny), sALIhin(sali,sali), EvIta, chARLEne, aErIqah, cHAN hUiSHAN, LiNA Yeos, DaRREL, DzULfadli, SYahREENA, Rifa'ie, fRANCisca, Grace wILLiam, Ivan, MindpoWER mikko, Micy SPICy, NuRnADIAH, rYaN, saMattaporn, aJ, nIcky, bERYL, THERee, g DRagon, hUU, CaTHY NGUyen, beaST, Mblaq, dBSK, AdeLE, IYAZ, f(x), ss501, Seo in gook, sUPER junIOR, MInho!, SHINee, rINGdingDONG, BAd romance, HWANHee, 4minute, BIG BANG!, Seeya, MSTRKRFT, TMILLS, La roux, Mc MONG, clAZZiquai, AMber!, riHANNA, THE kooks, 2PM!, A ROCKET TO THE MOON...
randomness.

Ra RA rA AH AH AH RAMA RAAMA .

GOOD MORNING!
Today i wake up early. Doing nothing.
FeEling like a ZomBiE!
eYES half open Dragging myself from A to B.
wHEN I look at MY surrOUNding, everyONE looks so CHEerful EXCEpt fOr Me.
HAhas,i guess i feel so tireD.
So,MAybe i should go around and preTEND TO smile to thE peoPLE around ME.
SO yeah "me happy= everyone happy"
"me sad= everyone sad,i guess?"
YeSTERDAY Sleep around 1 AM.
Chatting with Jay and Andre.
Andre,why ARE YOU SO nice to me??why IS THE SKY BLUE?
HAHAS.thanKS for chEERIng me UP(:
MY feElings are up AND DOwn.
but YEAH thanks..really appreciate it.
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!(:

PROBLEMS,PROBLEMS AND MORE PROBLEMS.

Yesterday chatted with a close friend of mine,andre...and he had some problem.
im sorry dear friend..because im not always there for you..im useless.
i guess you should let her calm down first and then you can talk things up!cheer up okies dokies(: we can chat again when you're online.
i chatted with Ivan!YAY!hahas..he's finally online(:
Ivan, i love youR snakebite!!i wish i could have that..SO KEWL!
we chatted from 2pm till 4 pm..haha..i guess its 12 am there...LOL.
I love your hair Ivan(:
I love all the sharings of pictures and songs!!thanks yaw!(:
MAY GOD BLESS YOU IVAN..
PEACE!well,i guess your cheerfulness cheers me up boy!(:
thanks.
yesterday night,had some problem again..obviously bout educations.
i feel sad yesterday because i feel some of the bitterness my brother felt.
it hurt me too when he's depressed.
till here..
chao outside.
chills everyone...god bless you guys(:

I realised i'd never appreciated anything beautiful in my life before.

I realised i'd never appreciated someone who is valuable to me.
I've never appreciated the most beautiful and wonderful mother in the world.
She has always been there for me eversince im born.
I've always disappoint her with my attitudes and also in a way which made her feels so angry.
I know that i've never make her feel really happy.Ive always let her down.
I know that she always covers up her emotional behind us.Mum,im sorry.
YOU'RE THE GREATEST MOTHER IN THE WORLD.
I'm not lying.
You've always support me even when the time i wanted to give up striving for the best.
Mum,you have always cheers me up when im down.
How could i not appreciated you!!!!
I dont wanna regret later on......
And now,i know you understand bout my education...
you always say"its okay,malisah..at least you've tried your best"..
you said this everytime i did badly for my test or exams.
Well now im worried for my O level results..i dont wanna disappoint you any further MAMA.
I know our family is not like other family..We dont live in a luxury life with enough money to live on and enjoy luxury classy foods everyday..
but now..i just wanna tell you this mama,
I know that in the next stage of my life...We need more money to pay for my school fees and all. I need lappy and all kinds or school neccesities..
For the past few days,I've been worrying bout this mama. But i aint gonna make you feel worried for me. I know i am all grown up..i need to be independent.
I know if i make you feel worried any further,its gonna do you harm.
But whatever i need above for my school, it is still important.
I know that you have tried your best mummy to help me with my educations.
ALL I NEED IS YOU BY MY SIDE..BE THERE BESIDE ME...CHEERING ME UP.
THANKS MAMA AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF.

CHOCOLATE RAIN.

TRAPIK VS ORIGINAL COVER.


ORIGINAL COVER.

TAPHIK COVER.
HEY,THIS IS DOPE!WHICH IS COOLER?(:
well,i guess the one with rapping is much more cooler(:
hey,RESPECT THAT NEGGA GUY!
ENJOY READERS(:

HAPPY STARTING WILL ALWAYS END WITH A SAD ENDING...

THIS IS A VERY SAD ROMANTIC MOVIE. I DID CRIED IN SOME PARTS OF THE SCENE..OMG):
Overall i rate this movie 9/10:D
haha:)
btw,today in about 2pm,i chatted with my friend,philip.
we chatted and chatted till 4 pm.hahah..he's kinda cute.
hehe.well,he said to me that he reread all of our convo!!no wonder it took sometimes for him to chat with me time after time!!(:
thanks philip for being there when i need someone to chat with^^
i appreciate it. and thanks for being a good teacher...teaching me all the different languages like japanese,tagalog and korean language(:
GOD BLESS YOU PHILIP DY. THE CUTE ONE!!HAHAAH!

ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONG OF ALL TIME(:

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BTW, today i went back to NTSS and we were stopped by the STUPID security guard. We are needed to exchange our ezlink card with their visitors pass!WTH!(I FIND IT LAME..SO LAME).
Well,i came back to new town just to collect my brother's N level results!
Until now,i havent seen his result yet. promise is still promise(:
Exactly,as i went back to new town..i saw some of the ex new towner like JOEL and his friends from express,THENMOLLI,DARSHINI FROM 5/2,NOORUL,KAMINI,ANDREW ONG AND MORE(: so excited to see them again. We hug each other tightly!!!omg..the feeling is so great(in a not sexual way)its just a feeling of excitement!!i hug kamini(my carebear)!!miss her so much!(: can you imagine that we've have not meet each other for about 21/2 months*i think* yay!finally,i have meet them. Kamini's sister got the second highest for her N level(NT)!GRATZ TO YOU ASHVINI!SO PROUD OF YOU:D wow,she can choose any course she wants(: thats great.She got 2A 2B AND 2C!!!HEHE(: oh ya,darshini!she came back to school just to know the N level art result??
as i write this post, i am listening to park bom's new hit...YOU AND I:D
GOTTA GO.CHAO OUTSIDE,MUDDAFUCKA!HEHE.

when we say....AJ RAFAEL.

somethin bout the way
somethin bout the way you look
in my eyes
you make everything so damn easy
so easy that i dont got to worry bout a thing

and baby when we touch
all i can see is the image of us
sitting by the ocean
just before the dusk
sippin on a juice box and
sand between our toes

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we have our first kiss
but this ain't a movie
i know you cant come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

just tell me you dont love me
tell me you dont feel the same way that i do
tell me i dont make you smile
like i do when you walk in the room
you're so hard to let go

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we say it's forever
but this ain't a fantasy
i know you can't come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

this hurts so much to know that you're
with someone else when you should be w me
its just hard to accept that i cant be around
he better be treatin you good
i'm no einstein but i know a sign
when i see one
and i know you love me too

heroine or heroin?

well,andre wanted me to be his heroine!hahahah!
thats totally cute!!:D
HAHAH!HE NEEDS TO BE SAVED!!
HEHE
okies okies,andre!!ill save you!

MY LIFE IS IN A MESS.

I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS IN A MESS!HAHA(:

I've just relize that for the past few days ive been putting up videos from youtube. SORRY READERS,I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE ENTERTAIN WITH THE MVIDEOS THAT I PUT UP.IF YOU HATE IT,THEN POST ON A COMMENT ON CBOX:D
BTW,this song is a really touchy song. His voice made me addictive towards his song.i kept listening to his song since yesterday.haha!
that is why i would to share with you guys with this song.hope you guys enjoy this video!!
Each time i listen to this song, it reminds me of my love ones. Especially my friends,bestfriends or even my plurk buddies:D i miss you guys. only god knows how i feel.till here guys, i love yousssssssssssss and take care!!:D

BEST IVE EVER HAD

THIS GUY IS DAMN CUTE*WINKS* I LOVE HIS SMILE:D KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK,BOY!


specially for you: janelle(:

hey:D this is jeff with his latest video yaw!:D

DELUXE HUGS FOR $2..I THINK I WILL HAVE THE FREE HUGS!LOL!

i miss you like crazy~

feeling confused for the past 2 days

i dont know why i have this feeling these few days.
i kept thinking that everything happen or change in a second,is all my fault
subsequently,im like tearing off apart from my special friend.
i dont know why "this person" is avoiding me.
something fishy going on here.
i dont want anything to happen between us):
all i want is that nothing could happen to this person and me.
i want everything to be normal.
can we talk things out??
when i ask you,you say you had some problems.but what problem??
i know i cant force you to share.
its okay.i think you need time(:
need some time(:
kk..if youre reading this: you know i love you friend:)ill stay by your side always.

i went out today with amalina and also my brother(:
we went out together just to find some work man!
we went to vivo city daiso,and there is no vacancy):
sad sad!!
haha.then we went to coffee beans today and they need people!woohoo!we're so lucky.
we filled up the forms and the managers say she will call for interview session with us(:
yayay!finally:D i hope i get this job!i terribly need money!
then went we got a 166 single decker bus to get us home,i saw this guy..with a good sense of fashion...i look at him(with my innocent look)hahah!
then he look at me again..and i look at him..and he look back at me..i quicky glance my look to the tv in the bus(pretending)hahaha!!damn funny!!but my heart beat fast when he stand near me as the bus gets packed!haha!!he's cute!

never say never~the fray

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the i can see
under your command
i will be your gaurdening
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we hold it together
hold it together, together again

don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go(x2)

dont go away~oasis!(:

Cold and frosty morning,
Theres not a lot to say,
About the things caught in my mind,
And as the day is dawning,
My plane flew away,
With all the things caught in my mind,

I don't wanna be there when you're coming down,
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,

So don't go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play,
With all the things caught in my mind,
Damn my education I cant find the words to say,
With all the things caught in my mind,
I don't wanna be there when you're coming down,
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,

So don't go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

Me and you whats going on,
All we seem to know is how to show,
The feelings that are wrong.

So don't go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

And don't go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,

Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
So don't go away.

Prom nite'09!

gonna cut hair soon!!!!!!!<3

yay...today going to cut hair with my friend,desiree(therree)hahahahah!!
still in dilemma coz im not sure what style should i cut!!
now am plurking with my plurk buddies:D
eventually,im also chatting with my dearest friend,hui shan(shan shan)!!
we played with our web cam and took a pict with our nerd spect..
we played the nerdiest look contest(: how funny is that!!
i think we were both bored.

i always admire these three star's style!their dress up always look good on them:D

WeNt To bugis today(:

OBVIOUSLY today is the bestest day of my life!!!!because today i went out with my precious lil brother(:
i can't explain how happy i am in this blog!!
he bought me the nerd spect!thanks brother,i appreciate it a lot..eventhough the gift is small(: i love you so much!
i know that gift is unnecesary to show care and concern^^
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another thing: ive always wanted to be famous. i want to be a singer.
but ive always afraid of people.that's stupid..i know!(:
i want to entertain people with my voice and creativity.i want to carry my own life with my own creativity. i want the whole world to love me(im not being selfish). i want to spread my talent to all over the world. i want to be who i am. i want to be rich(share my money with the poor,if im a millionaire),relax!im not stingy!. i want to be me(: hehe..

chalet with theree,nicky,beryl and cynthia!!

woah!!that day was a wonderful day of my life!!i went to their chalet!!well,obviously gg to chalet was really fun and enjoyable!!
wee~teeheee!!!i still remember the clumsy friend i had..but i need to just zip up my mouth and i cant spilt out the secret..LOL...
well,during the chalet;nicky and me including beryl can't stop laughing!!we laugh all the way....omg i can't believe i cant laugh that long!!was so happy man!!(:
we had steamboat...syiok..all credit goes to NICKY!!the belated BURFDAY GIRL!!happy belated birthdY!!On that day also,i had mee goreng + prata..ohh damn full..oh yar..i forgot..there's this indian man selling the mee goreng..
i say:uncle,1 mee horfun.(as they say got sell the mee mah,so i order that)
uncle: what?five kosong?(dumbass lah he)
i say:NO,i want horfun
uncle:oh..(he pointed the 1 of the 3 prata tissue)
i say: mee horfun..(haiya!!i give up)
i say:aiya uncle i give up...just gimme mee goreng.
uncle:ok ok..he kept smiling @ me..
after the order, he kept smiling @ me..he look just like jaffer..WTH!!
alamak,DOES HORFUN SOUNDS LIKE 5 KOSONG(PRATA)AND THE PRATA TISSUE??
ehk uncle,next time dig YOUR ear!!! im not trying to be rude..what happen if he have the visitors from other countries..and he gave them the wrong food..paiseh rite!!??
haiyz!! hehe..but overall...the trip was so fun lah(: hope to have this kind of outing agaiN!! HEHE..sleeping @ my cousin's house was crazzy!!crazy than ever!!so fun also..we dance...and laugh like hell!!haha
oklah till here,misses you all!!

YaHoO!!!

im so happy because tomorrow ill being going chalet(:
meeting desiree and nicky there!!woohoo!(:
but ill be going over to my cousin's house after the chalet thingy..
im going to sleepover @ her house!!lepak lepak and lepak terus!!(:
mm...i want free food and free drinks(ps:muke aku muke tau malu tau!!)
hahah(:miss janelle and him!!
hehe
why do love make us suffer so much!
where else love makes us feel sweet and fresh at the first start.....
omg..loves is controlling over us!!!

today,im kinda bored(:

hi(:yeah today im so bored.weee~wee~
yesterday webcam with andre!!very very very fun!!(:
haha..we chatted till 2.30am in the morning(:
hehe...i will miss this chat!!):
i think its the bestest chat ive ever had(:
thanks my friend,for accompanying me till in the morning^^
huhuhuhuhuh(:
well,today im going out to find jobs with desiree.
haiz..kinda tired~
i still misses him):
what to do..he forget me.

i need money!

i need money to survive!!tomorrow..imma go find jobs with desiree(theree)haha(: thats great..for sure..imma forget him(: though yesterday during the movie..i can still feel him and think of his face..goddamn!i want to forget you!!
thanks janelle sweetheart..thanks for staying up with me till 1am..just to talk to me(: i really appreaciate it babe(:
always lovng you.

i love my cousins...they always been there for me:)

its hard to heal):

omg..its really difficult to get up when youre definitely hurt and down):
i really need some support to get over it.
love really hurts.
how can i get over it?how?
everytime i think of you....it makes my heart hurt more):
i can't believe it ended like this.
but the end of the day,i still need to stay positve.
i need to overcome this!!

baby baby baby(:

omg,i really miss you(:
why is love so fantastic that it could really move us into a very"wonderful illusion"?
hahaha.
hmm..my brother..i will always love eventhough you tinggal jauh dari singapore(:
im sure you know..im saying this to you!!yes YOU!!<3 haha
hope you and kak ashee together forever^^

LOVE YOU ALWAYS(:

well..today is the second day baby!(:

OMG!!!im so happy baby!(:today is the second day im with you(:
but am so sorry..cause i cant contact you;( im not using my phone for now..im gonna miss you baby!!^^
LOL...fight for love(:

why afraid of LOVE?

does it really make you feel painful?
does love make you feel unconcious?
does love make you feel like youre flying in the air?
does love makes you feel good?
does love makes you feel good?
the most important thing is,LOVE just appear anytime and anywhere.
LOVE is just something that you can't control over it.