I realised i'd never appreciated anything beautiful in my life before.

I realised i'd never appreciated someone who is valuable to me.
I've never appreciated the most beautiful and wonderful mother in the world.
She has always been there for me eversince im born.
I've always disappoint her with my attitudes and also in a way which made her feels so angry.
I know that i've never make her feel really happy.Ive always let her down.
I know that she always covers up her emotional behind us.Mum,im sorry.
YOU'RE THE GREATEST MOTHER IN THE WORLD.
I'm not lying.
You've always support me even when the time i wanted to give up striving for the best.
Mum,you have always cheers me up when im down.
How could i not appreciated you!!!!
I dont wanna regret later on......
And now,i know you understand bout my education...
you always say"its okay,malisah..at least you've tried your best"..
you said this everytime i did badly for my test or exams.
Well now im worried for my O level results..i dont wanna disappoint you any further MAMA.
I know our family is not like other family..We dont live in a luxury life with enough money to live on and enjoy luxury classy foods everyday..
but now..i just wanna tell you this mama,
I know that in the next stage of my life...We need more money to pay for my school fees and all. I need lappy and all kinds or school neccesities..
For the past few days,I've been worrying bout this mama. But i aint gonna make you feel worried for me. I know i am all grown up..i need to be independent.
I know if i make you feel worried any further,its gonna do you harm.
But whatever i need above for my school, it is still important.
I know that you have tried your best mummy to help me with my educations.
ALL I NEED IS YOU BY MY SIDE..BE THERE BESIDE ME...CHEERING ME UP.
THANKS MAMA AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF.